glad you are back and glad you are calling a therapist. hopefully she will help you figure things out. it must be frustrating, I'm sure.
(((HUGS)))
eta, I get you on the celibacy thing. it sucks. its not fun. its frustrating as hell. but invest in some batteries and a special friend or something while you are searching for yourself. it might help take the edge off, and give you some space outside of an R>
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"