Don't beat yourself up for what you did in the past. In the 3 weeks between the bomb and finding this site, I did everything wrong. Everything. What is important is what you do in the future not what you did in the past.
M35 W37 S9 D6 M12 yrs Know 15 yrs Bomb 1/28/07 My Sitch Failure is the opportunity to start again more intelligently - Henry Ford