I don't know if she will ever get to that point, but I need to get to the point where I FEEL like I am worth fighting FOR ====================== Same here, my was just a joke for H and we are separating this week.
Already I feel the toxic cloud shifting off me, don't know about you but I have really good hrs (not days, hrs) and really bad ones... this is yet another rollercoaster. You are I are done neglecting ourselves, and I'm very glad for that.
Yes, I am having more 'hours' where I feel good. I'm sure some of it is due to my chemical changes by changing my diet and avoiding alcohol as a 'medicine'.
But part of it is knowing that I don't have to care about her any more, and even though it hurts it does give me some relief.
Just keep on putting one foot in front of the other. I can do this.
