Thanks, PF.

The reason I joined in the first place was because I thought it might be helpful to give my POV. cac had been here for several years, I had been lurking for a few months and things were improving for us.

But sometimes I really do doubt that it is helpful to anyone here who is "HD." I write about how I feel sometimes but I think it's extremely difficult for anyone to get it unless they've been in my shoes. And most posters here have not. But I guess all that really matters is that cac gets it.