We are all human. we all have frailties. I don't think anyone on this board is an evil doer! Focus on YOU. You know what to do. when you can lose the fear of "what if", that is the tipping point. There are some days that I think that's where I am. More so now than before. There are more of these than less of these these days. I called home this AM to talk to my S9. W. is flying to Utah to D17s school, so she was taking S9 to friends house. I heard her ask him to ask me if I had the phone number there. I said no. She would not even take the phone to tell me. She had to relay it to him.
Four months ago, that would have eaten me alive. "Why won't she talk to me?" "Oh man, she won't talk to me again/yet/ever". I just shook my head. So childish, So ridiculous. She is just a MEAN person. I don't care about "protective coats" or anything else. Her behavior is ridiculous. She's not even being a civil person. Not to over dramitize, but we take mortar and rocket fire EVERY f'ing day here. I could realistically get killed in a blink of an eye. "Get over yourself, WAW" I am not playing into that.
