Funny, when I tried to commit suicide, H just got annoyed. I was so selfish!
I don't mean to make light of this at all, but the thoughts ran through my mind too, as I think they do with a lot of us. I wished a large truck would just pull in front of me or I'd go in my sleep. But, the damn thought that kept coming into my mind was that if I survived H would take D3 from me and see me as weak. It just amazes me how they have no idea how deeply this affects and hurts us. We don't have suicidal thoughts and lose tons of weight because we're okay with it.
ME: 42, H: 42, D6 Together: 18 yrs. Married: 15 yrs. Attended Retrouvaille - December 2009 Status: Working on it day by day
