i agree too, he is facing what he has done and it is not pretty....this is where the hard prideful men get stuck..this takes a man to really understand about being humble and walking in humility...I see this as God hates pride and pride is one of mans great downfalls..I also agree he keeps going on this road it will be a lifetime of regret..he chooses reconcilation, he will find peace and restoration...but we all get to choose our paths.....It is so hard to not take on their struggles about what you could have done differnt ....but honestly what would you have done???? Keep healing and moving forward you are doing great..many people do not know about unconditional love