day by day

[LL44]

My office is close to the Metro. I live in the 'burbs...Metrolink is slowly making its way out there, yay!!!

[Yoyowife]

With gas prices that would be great!

[saffie]

Now Michael,

Just how did you guess I didn't DB properly. Did the whips give it away?

Like Sara I came to the boards with other issues a year on from reconciliation.

Sometimes you just gotta communicate VERY clearly. I think me slitting my wrists showed H I cared!!!!!

[Blanche]

Funny, when I tried to commit suicide, H just got annoyed. I was so selfish!

[saffie]

H was a bit pissed until he saw I really meant it, and kids saw it too and then psychiatrist threatened to commit me.

Please don't think I advocate this as a good method - I really had lost the plot big time. I still worry about the damage it did to my kids.

I think communication is the best thing once one's S is willing to communicate sensibly.

[Dr LOve]

Funny, when I tried to commit suicide, H just got annoyed. I was so selfish!

Saffie :H was a bit pissed until he saw I really meant it, and kids saw it two and then psychiatrist threatened to commit me.

It seems to me the hot tub would not have been that bad after all.

Seriously sorry you too felt you needed to go that far.... the night I found the pics I left in my truck I stopped an filled up with gas and just drove out to the coast....I did not want to come back..... But I could not "do anything".. Just sat and cried.

That was soooo long ago.... it's strange because when I think back now is seems like it was all a dream..... I was someone else... My w was someone else..

Ok back to work....... When things get back on track with my marriage I AM PUTTING IN A HOT TUB...

Dr LOve

[Hope_11]

Husband,

Hope where in cali did ya go????

anywhere by San Fran? I live about 30 mins north of there..

I was in the LA/San Diego area, so not very close to San Fran. It was my first time to Cali....totally different than the midwest.

[Dr LOve]

Hey Hope,

ya need to come by in the summer. LA/ San Diego area cpmplealy dif. than where I live.... San fran is Dif. I live in a valley that used to be surrounded my dairy farms ... now grapes....Biggest building in town is the grain elevador....

H

[Hope_11]

I live in a valley that used to be surrounded my dairy farms ... now grapes....Biggest building in town is the grain elevador....

That's a little more my speed, but it's always good to see how the other half lives.

[SueS]

Funny, when I tried to commit suicide, H just got annoyed. I was so selfish!

I don't mean to make light of this at all, but the thoughts ran through my mind too, as I think they do with a lot of us. I wished a large truck would just pull in front of me or I'd go in my sleep. But, the damn thought that kept coming into my mind was that if I survived H would take D3 from me and see me as weak. It just amazes me how they have no idea how deeply this affects and hurts us. We don't have suicidal thoughts and lose tons of weight because we're okay with it.