Hi Rachel, Wow, Ernst & Young, of course I've heard of them. It's so great that you have a career. Let me know when you're all done with school I may need some good advice [Big Grin]

So, how did your weekend turn out? Did you hear from you H? I'm saying lots of prayers for you.

My weekend started out a little strange, then great on Saturday, then by yesterday you could see the little "alien" coming out in my H. The good thing now though is he dosen't get mean. He gets, I guess, sad in a way. He has a need to hold me when it happens now. He said again that he knows that this is where he is supposed to be he just feels like there is something missing and he dosen't know what it is. But, whatever it is he knows that I'm supposed to be in his life because he couldn't be happy without me. The words are good, but I'm not up to the trusting part yet. Especially because Friday night he went out after work with some friends (someone leaving the company) and he came home very late. He knew I was angry and quickly came to me and told me it's just him and I from now on, the time got away from him and he is so sorry. I told him if you want to be a husband and father then start acting like one. His first good deed as a father was to give up his golf game this Saturday to watch his son play baseball. The old him would have went to play golf. It's going to take a lot of time and work and I hope and pray there will be a happy ending...Nikki

Nikki