D gave me a run for my $$ tonight! A 45 minute marathon to get her into bed. Normally she is good as gold but I'm finding she's really been acting out with me.
A combination of what is going on and of course, just being 3.

She keeps saying I want my Daddy to come home. Ouch.
I hope that the new routine beginning next week will start to create some consistancy for her. Although I am worried that there is too much back forth for a real consistant routine. But H feels that time with him is more important for her than the consistancy. He thinks we create the consistancy by ensuring we both keep the routines no matter where she is, but I know it's a balance of both.

H is in Vegas now from tomorrow until Sunday. I'm glad he's gone because I don't want to see him, but I know D will be going on and on for the next 6 days about it and it so hard to know what to say.
Anyway, CFB will be in Vegas too I'm sure. This is the trip last year that started it all!! Yuck.

I can feel my strength building again. I need to focus on getting myself organized now with regards to my finances and other things.
AND...I have to plan my D's b-day party for Saturday!!!
Lots of fun stuff!
J~


M 35
H 29
M 4 yrs T 9 yrs
D 3
S born 10/19/07
Bomb 09/10/07 Separated next day
OW - broke up and H moved out 09/07/08
Status - still figuring this out