I only panic alone and with you guys. ;\) I am just so confused on what to do with H, saffie and sara (both with successes) say to be open with him, but DB says detach. I am just going to attempt friendship and leave it at that. Because of this small glimmer of hope the last few weeks (H talking of R), I find myself being so much more affected by H's moods, wanting to be around him, etc. Detach from that, I suppose.

Hope, darnit. You are right, we will have so much fun. I am looking forward to it. Thursday too. \:\) Thanks for reminding me. And yes, details, my friend, you owe me....