Hanging on to what I believe in!

[ba065]

Hey everyone! Thanks for all your words of encouragement!

Bad day today... H went off on me this morning because I asked him if he'd like to meet for lunch....now I guess I'm pressuring him...???? I told him all he had to do was say No...not today....but ...I mean and his MLC brain can't comprehend how to be nice today.

In the meantime we are trying to list our townhouse up for sale (we bought it a year and a half ago as a fix and flip...ended up not selling so we rented it...but the tenant skipped in December and we're looking for a new one or putting it on the market....so there were a few quick phone calls back and forth about that... H is distant and cold again. Last time he called...at the end of the conversation I said I love you and he said...we'll talk. So I'm prepared for the worst...whatever happens happens....I want off this ride!!!!!!

I wish we could really have a party and all get together...you've all become friends and I would love to put faces with the names! (or in Lisa's case...falsies)!

I took the day off...since H was such a jerk, I needed some time. Worked on tax stuff...everything is almost done. Worked the phones on the townhouse and stayed calm.

Don't know what tonight will bring, but I'll keep you updated. Hope to get online later to catch up on everyone's threads!

Love you all!
BA