You see mmf, this ME<ME<ME is not what I'm really all about.
It's not just about me but now I have to put me in this family.
I have always wanted to "fix this" and "take care of that" but now its time to factor me in the equation.
I have taken care of everyone else but me.I have put everyone else first and now I need to rejoin the family. Enjoy the family and go from here.
I am NOT in the MLC frame of mind. That is not who I am.
I am a surviver.
I was abused as a kid and I know that it is never all about me.It's always so much deeper...
No one can survive on their own.
There is always the darkest before the dawn therefore mmf, I want the family that I brought into this world to survive and thrive. I will always be there for them...NO MATTER WHAT.
I will not leave them to discover what lies ahead and I will always own up to my mistakes ...I always have.
I need to be me.
I hope this makes sense......E
"Sometimes in the winds of change, we find our true direction"
