Thanks for all your help. I think the hardest thing to realize is that this is a long ride.. I just want her to see what is going on and we fix it and move on, but I know that is a foolish notion.
I am going to try and take this time to work on me, I am taking an EMT class right now so that keeps me occupied. And I am just trying to give her space.
W and D came over last night to say hello. W commented that I should have D come over and help me decorate, I REALLY wanted to say "I don't plan on being here that long", but I fought the urge. It kinda hurt but I made myself let it go and went on with the evening.
Thanks again to everyone, your support is greatly appreciated..
