Yoyo, I babied him just a tiny bit last night, I did give him his medicine, but I probably would do that for any coworker, too. H was pretty sick and set up camp on the couch in the living room and watched TV all night. I just went off and cleaned and practiced for our audition next week for the play. I did watch the 2nd half of a Star Wars movie with H and D8, and sat and watched that for about an hour at the end of the night. It was my only hour break of the day, so maybe I was breaking some DB rules, but I was pretty tired by then and needed a break!
H took his 2nd day in a row off from the OW, but he was so sick, so I don't really take that as much of a sign or anything. I am now also thinking maybe she is probably sick herself, so that could be the reason why they aren't seeing each other for the past few days. I'm enjoying the break, but figuring he'll be back in the addiction any minute now. But trying to be positive about this, maybe he will realize with the short break of sanity he will think, hmmm, this was kind of nice, and maybe I had a little of that serenity I'm looking for, although I don't know if addicts have much rational thought, but still maybe if this kind of thing happens once or twice, or he talks to his counselor enough or whatever he will start thinking the affair is not the wonderful relationship that maybe he thought it would be. I don't know how rational thought returns to the addicted, but hopefully a short break of rational thought must be a good thing I am thinking even if it doesn't last long. Karen43
