well she comes home on Friday from her 12 day trip, I can't wait to see what come walking through the door. I have worked really hard around the house and kids to keep things in order. I hope she relizes it. Either she comes home and drops a bomb or she wants to work harder on M/R. I can't stop thinking about the OM and what may or may not have happened, I need to get that out of my head for I can not controll it. Hopefully her friends talked some sence into her and the pressure from her Momm passing has been relieved. I really miss her but I am looking forward to what life will bring. I feel very lucky and very loved after this last weekend by all around me. I am thankful but feel I am heading for some hard bumps in the road. I see my theripist this morn. Can't wait.
