I am so confused, not sure what hand I am playing

[Snow White]

He would lie if there was still something going on and I asked about it. He says there is nothing, but he said there was nothing right from the start before I started digging.

I also didn't want to be under the microscope and figured the more people involved the less chance we had of working things out. And if we do get through this I don't need people gossiping about what he did or how I took him back ect. None of their business, just makes it hard to go around acting normal too.