HELP!! my 25 y/o H walked out... maybe mlc? HELP!!

[darkestangel]

I feel better now. Thank you for your kind words, cat.

My goal 2 weeks ago was not to initiate contact (no calling/ email), besides when it concerned d3 (being that her birthday was last friday). I did okay, not great because I did send him a couple funny emails and today I sent him one, but for the most part I was really proud of myself. I have been upbeat, and I have not uttered ILY at all.

My next goal is to continue not initiating contact. I want to start going to the gym again. I have an interview for a second part-time job on Wednesday as a pharmacy clerk. My friend works there as a Pharmacy Technician, and she makes the schedules, so she can work with my availability (I work m-f 8am-12pm and d3's preschool closes at 6pm). I also want to paint my living room, but I'm going to wait until I'm more financially okay.

I KNOW I should stop checking his myspace page. Sometimes I think it's my only link to what he's thinking, but then again, maybe it's just me torturing myself. I'll work on checking it less.


DBing is definetly good for the soul. I feel so much better than I ever imagined I would after 6 weeks. EVen with it's ups and downs, for the most part, I am doing good!