Is the ride almost over?

[LL44]

Im still very much on my guard

I wonder when that feeling will truly go away. We have been hurt so much, its hard to put ourselves out there, be open and vulnerable.

but have had a mild vertigo for a week

I feel for you. I had vertigo once (flew with a cold/ear infection, it lasted a week) and it was horrible. I hope you feel better soon!