On my way out the door this morning H told me to have fun. (Not sure if that was a joke or what as my job has been no fun lately. My boss has had to miss a lot of work the last month and we have been short another person in my building since Dec. 1st. Basically I'm doing the job of 3 people many days on top of all the other $hit in my life.) Well I was having a good morning and then all heck broke loose. In the midst of the stuff I sent H a text telling him something that happened. H sent me a text asking if I was ok. That felt good to see because I think he was genuinely concerned.

On another note...my boss phoned. I told the secretary to tell her I was turning into her as I bought the CD's of two of the artist that will be at the concert I was thinking about taking H to. Boss asked if I wanted to go w/ her and her friends and I said sure. Then I sent H a msg. and asked if he was ok w/ that. H didn't know what concert I was talking about so I had to explain that. I said he didn't seem interested and I wanted to go. Said I would rather go w/ him but if he didn't I would go w/ boss. H was ok w/ it so I will be going but w/out him. At least I don't think he will go w/ EA even though it will be in a huge stadium.

I had to ask H to go to a meeting for D15's school. That is usually my thing. I just couldn't do it given the day I had and I had to take D10 to skating.

Drum roll please.....I am going to work on me this week.
1. I have a hair appt. on Wed. I need a new style to show I'm moving on.

2. I will sign back up for WW as I'm putting on some pounds. I am over the not eating thing.

3. I will start to work out at home this week. I have plenty of videos, I need to buy some workout tools or equipment.


Me: 41
H: 42
DDs: 10 & 15
M: 19yrs.
Bomb: June 2007
Separated:10/28/07
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