i dont know much anymore either short.

i am waiting on God - but feeling more and more emotionally pulled to file for d when March rolls around. NOT that i am not for marriage - rebuilding and standing - but FOR ME - I am not sure that sitting in limbo is truly letting my H go - and go to God or WHErEVER -- i dont know but that is what I am thinking.


M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again