I am so confused, not sure what hand I am playing

[Snow White]

I guess what I am afraid of it that he is still having the A. There is really nothing to indicate he is, but they work together everyday. I am afraid of being naive. And I think I am afraid of him staying because of $(I make double his salary) or, because he doesn't want to look bad to our friends and family or for our daughter(which is important to me too) and not because he loves me at all. We are going to Disney a week Saturday, I am afraid that he is waiting till after that to be real. I guess I am afraid of absolutely everything.