I am so confused, not sure what hand I am playing

[Snow White]

Thanks for the feedback, I hadn't gotten any responses before he was home from hockey and I was afraid to do so because I thought it might be a screw up. He does not want to discuss anything, ever. He knows I care, sometimes I think he knows I care too much. It is so weird, because I think he wants to pretend it never happened(or isn't happening) and as long as I do that we are getting along as well as ever if not better on some occasions. I am just afraid.