I admitted a lot of mistakes in my note but that I was dedicated to improve. I don't care that I'm right, I just want an opportunity to show her (or for her to allow) me to be a better person. I fear that if we are apart that will be impossible.
I like all the advice even if its hard to read. I'm a rookie at this, so I'm willing to hear anything.
just got an email from her saying she still wants to be apart and those articles you sent me show much change after 6-9 months. at least she read them. not sure I can last aother 6-9 months. ill shrivel like a raisin.
yes she has noticed the changes and the effort but doesnt think I can sustain it.
