Then one day I get "THE CALL"...she thought she had made a mistake and wanted to try and work on us. Maybe we could have worked things out, but all the negative thoughts I had about her finally won out and swayed my opinion or attraction to her...I declined.
IC I am so sorry, I HOPE this does not become the case with me... I really don't think it is at this point. But........ I have not pursued or talked R since October....... I do have the feeling that if I do and if it is taken negatively then yes I may move on...
Don't be sorry. I have since moved on and have a wonderful wife of the past 7 years and 2 beautiful daughters that I never would have had (Thanks Saffie for that little reminder...didn't need it, but thanks anyways )
Originally Posted By: Husband
Security went great... no big issues one lady had way too much to drink when she left... So I made sure she had a ride... anyway ... There was this "friend" of w cousin. She has Blond wavy hair and the most beautiful blue eyes. She had a little too much to drink.. she knows I am married. her husband passed away 2 years ago..... anyway she wanted to buy me a beer and I told her I was working and could not drink..... So after a while she came outside to have a cigarette and just hung around me talking....... after the event was over I went inside to talk to W cousins and some people I knew there and she was all over me..... She wanted me to take her to the store to buy me some beer and her some wine and then go to her house and "hot tub".... I told her I did not have a suit and she said who cares about suits........I was really thinking of going.... (This would have made Mark the king of no sex.... If it counts because she was not my wife... It's been over 1 year OMG Anyway. I didn't have anything to drink so this at least made me think with a straight head..... I so wanted to go.....but when she was not looking me kind of slipped into the crowd and told Cousin that friend had too much to drink and please apologize to her but I had to go.... and I left...... But....... She was standing out front when I left and watched me leave... Don't know if she knows my Jeep...... I so wanted to go with her but did not ONLY because I am "married".... ..........I am having a triple Jack Daniel over the rocks right now..... Good thing son is here because I just may have told W tonight that I don't want to be married....Why is she making me close between hurting my son and being happy???? How can she sooo easily sleep with some guy and here I am Faithful for over a year without any Sex from her and I still can't "cheat"... I have no reason to remain faithful do I? 24 hour rule I know hopefully in the morning my PMA will be back but.... to be honest with you........If the situation had happened a little different... like she was not a friend of Cousin..... And I had a little to drink..... I could have very easily been sitting in a hot tub right now....I could not even tell her I was happily married....... I could not tell her that W and I are having problems and I don't think it would be a good idea if I went over because if I did that the "cat would be out of the bag....."
WOW! My hats off to you buddy...that hit home with me like a ton of bricks. You made a wise choice, especially if things turn around with your wife.
What do you have for a Jeep? I'm a jeep guy myself
(Thanks Saffie for that little reminder...didn't need it, but thanks anyways 
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