Now I've gone from anxiety to dread. H called this a.m. and said he thought we could meet just the two of us face-to-face without MC. He said that he isn't going to work today. (MC appt wasn't until late afternoon.) It's very unusual for H to miss work - altho he has lately due to illness. He also mentioned that he hasn't been sleeping well. So, I think he wants to tell me that he has decided to go for D.
me: 47 H: 48 he has 2 grown sons M 1995(my 1st, his 3rd) hit iceberg 6/07 S 9/26/07 before now