Stop it ya are making me blush. ..... I do admit it was not a easy decision...I was sooooooo Tempted...... and No code it was not a set up....I knew and have met W cousins Friend before and have always loved her eye's... I didn't realize her husband passed... Still need to call W cousin and ask about that... No it was no set up but..... If I did it the whole family would find out and..... well......then the whole story would be out... would make for a awkward b-day party......BUT.... this is a good memo to my self to look this person up if or when papers are signed....As for holding out No Code..... Day by day..... That is all I can say.... Ask everyone here..... I will say "ok on the 1st I am giving up"..... Then the 1st arrives and I say "well maybe I'll wait until son in back in school"..... Son is back in school and I say.....ok after X mas.........Well now I am "well before/during or after my vacation"............ As for the no sex part..... In the beginning it was really easy.... I thought my W had some medical condition ;)(she is 6 years older that me). I married for better or worst... this in the contract I signed with her and god....... but....... After I found the pictures........I knew I had been played a sucker.... And I could not tell or convince her but.... I think what hurts me even more is I am SURE this MARRIED Ex BF was just using her for a piece of a$$....No code you said:
"Dude, you are such a stalwart, faithful guy -- your W is nuts to not cherish that in you. I thought that's what women really want and need in a husband. Man, what is it with these WAW's?"
Apparently not... I mean this guy she slept with IS MARRIED... So she must be looking for a man that will cheat on his wife... Ok back to work..WOW everyone I am into my teens... 19 more days.....This time next month I will have returned..... Wonder what I will be writing about....Oh Saffie it won’t just be about the show girls.....Maybe about my tattoo....I was thinking something along the line of Saffie naked on a horse or Nikki in her belling dancing outfit.... So both of you will need to send me pitures so I can decide on which and bring the design in.
Oh ya forgot to tell ya a person RsVP’d my party and told my W they just got back from Vegas and saw this show called KÀ CIRQUE DU SOLEIL.....Said is a must see show... W told me that if I wanted to go I should get the tickets now because they are hard to get. That is if I wanted to go see it with XXXXXX (friend that lives in Vegas) or whoever..... What????? What did she mean by "who ever???"
Has she written me off already???? Does she want me to find someone so I will leave her??? Or was she testing me????? I don’t know; I don’t care at this point... but a little puzzling…
They call me Doctor Love.. ..Keep the hot tub HOT....
Last edited by husband; 01/28/0812:50 PM.
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
..... I do admit it was not a easy decision...I was sooooooo Tempted...... and No code it was not a set up....I knew and have met W cousins Friend before and have always loved her eye's... I didn't realize her husband passed... Still need to call W cousin and ask about that... No it was no set up but..... If I did it the whole family would find out and..... well......then the whole story would be out... would make for a awkward b-day party......BUT.... this is a good memo to my self to look this person up if or when papers are signed....As for holding out No Code..... Day by day..... That is all I can say.... Ask everyone here..... I will say "ok on the 1st I am giving up"..... Then the 1st arrives and I say "well maybe I'll wait until son in back in school"..... Son is back in school and I say.....ok after X mas.........Well now I am "well before/during or after my vacation"............
or Nikki in her belling dancing outfit.... 
..Keep the hot tub HOT....
