I was feeling really down tonight. I was missing him, I was lonely. Sunday nights are the worst for me.

I decided to treat myself and ordered some thai takeout, which I've always wanted to try but never did before because H doesn't like trying new foods. I rented "Sliding Doors", with Gwenyth Paltrow, which I had never seen before.

PERFECT DB MOVIE!! It turned my night around!! I feel so much better about just moving on in general, and I realized how much I DON'T need my H. If he never comes back, I'll be fine. I might even be better.

I feel better and stronger right now than I think I have since he left, maybe even since a month or so before he left.

I am so happy. I think i'm going to buy that movie, lol


*dated at age 12- 15 (me) and age 13-16 (him)
*reunited at age 19 (me) and age 20 (him)
*me 23, H 25
*married 3 1/2 years, 1 d
*dropped ILYBINILWY bomb on 12/19/07
*moved out same day, PA with OW confirmed