Had a great time skiing with my boys. I love them so much and there was no tention in the air all weekend. W mother died over the weekend. I wonder if this will releive some of the pressure she is feeling. She called the last three days in a row. Once to tell me mother died, once on my birthday and once on the way home from VT. She asked to talk to the boys for the first time in 5 days. I am not hurting as bad today. Had a great talk with My brother and all my sons about sitch. They really love me. I feel good. " I will get back on my feet someday, the good lord willing, if he says I may". (Uncle Jerry)