Had a good talk with Dee after the service today. She is continuing to help me to stay focused on ME and to remember that as long as I remember to 'do no harm to others', it's ok for me to be selfish and set my boundaries with W, or anyone else who might push my 'please fix me' buttons.
The bottom line is this. Once upon a time I actually BELIEVED that I could do anything. And I DID it.
The speaker at the church today said one important thing "LET God work through you, we are all an expression of Gods creativity. We already HAVE that connection to God inside us. We only need to stop preventing it from working."
Yes, and it's because instead of having Love and Faith we have Fear and Doubt. Well, Love and Faith can defeat Fear and Doubt.
Only if we let it happen. As Jesus said "As you believe so shall it be unto you".
And, it isn't possible to change what is outside of us. Only what is inside. Then, what's outside will 'adjust' to our changes.
all good stuff. Most of it I already 'knew'. I stopped putting it into practice. Today, I'm keeping it in my conscious mind so that it can manifest itself again.
