She's gone...I'm devastated, but hopeful

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I think she knows you love her, want her and are there for her. You don't need to tell her.

Unconditional love. Loving without ANY expectation of anything in return, including spending time with you, saying ILY in return, returning emails, even simple thankyous. Love without trying to help, fix, or guide. Just love her. Even if she never knows how you love her - totally unconditionally. Tricky, sometimes difficult, but I bet you can do it, and are doing it.

You posted on my thread that I was lucky and you'd trade places with me. You're right, I am lucky. You're lucky too. As you pointed out, many have gone much further down the road, there are A's, alchoholism, depression, etc. You're lucky in many ways. And your sitch still looks really positive.