Well, what I may or may not "want" to do is semi-irrelevant since monkey-girl is under semi-assumed verbal contract with FSG studios for exclusive video production rights for the time being. My next scheduled "scene" involves a Nancy Drew outfit and a balcony rail. Perhaps you are still wondering why FSG is offering me an exclusive contract but I will offer no further blithe rationalizations. If you are wondering why I am taking his direction at the moment, the best answer I can give is that I like the way he says "That's my girl.". Once again proving that what works is what works even if you are self-aware, fairly differentiated etc. I think it was Dimasio who wrote the book on the brain that I read that proved that the hand reaches for the cookie even before the verbal center forms the thought "I want the cookie." Therefore, the will exists only in the conscious control of actual behavior.
"Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?" - Mary Oliver
