SPM -
Glad you like the new name. I need something to steel my reserve because honestly, I allowed her "blockade" of the bedroom affect me so much I was really thinking "F This! I don't need to be treated like this and I'm out of here!"

Of course, this means I've given up and have lost the battle. Everything I want would be gone forever. Cooler heads prevailed and I turned into the "normal" me and acted like it was no big deal.

My wife is heading into work to get things done that she was unable to do when I was gone in DC all last week. I complemented her on how cute she looked before she left and pretty much said nothing else about last night/this morning.

She was a bit sheepish around me, so I'm guessing I had some effect on her and she felt at least a little bad. I'm not ever expecting to here an apology, but to read her body language as sorry and ahsamed was vindication enough.

As for my day today, I'm going to hang out with Grace and see what she wants to do. It is raining here in Phoenix, so our options are a bit limited, but the plan is to hang out with her and have a GREAT time.

When W comes home, the goal is to have had a wonderful day that will carry over into a wonderful evening.

I'm also going to try and squeeze in my cardio as well to keep that streak going.

Make sure you find time to get out and exercise. It is on your mind and you know how good it makes you feel.


M:38; D: 6
Divorce Final: 10/6/08