I'm tired too. I have to be very honest here and say that I've been tired for a long time. Tired of questioning everything I do because I'm not sure how H will react. Tired of wondering what type of a mood H will be in when I see him. Tired of walking on eggshells not just because of the A, but anytime anything upsets H. Tired of not doing things for me and making me happy. Just tired.
This is soooo hard. I have been there. Detachment helps with this, and causes you to put yourself and D3 first. It'll come, and it'll feel good.
Your H is where my H was in July/August. Its a hard place. I agree, see what today brings. H is textbook spewing. I am so sorry! Sorry about D3 hearing and reacting to things. Reassure her today and it'll be ok.
