Sue I am so sorry. I ditto what has been said. He doesn't deserve you. He is selfish and mean and only thinking of himself. You are a strong person. You will get through this. I know it looks rough right now. But there are many many happy times in store for you. Try to imagine the peace of coming home and not having to worry about the daily things you worry about. Also your beautiful little D3 will help you be very strong. I gained a lot of strength when I was going through my first divorce through my children. Just looking at them would give me the strength I needed.