Hi Essie..you sound like such an ace person, your H is a nut for leaving you ! (my BF too!), so, apart from that... reading your post, it just seems that you are angry at him... maybe thats how you feel? You're just mad at him for selfishly walking out...? I dont blame you..but maybe you should think, I guess he couldnt help how hes acted, he didnt do it TO me, I am just the unfortunate victim of his SR/1/4LC/MLC whatever is going on with him..? I dont know, I'm not good at getting in touch with my anger! Plus I think my BF looks worse than m e, so its easy to feel compassion and concern and not feel he is being a b*stard!
Do yuo know how your H is faring without you?
PS: Kalni..yes, I am noticing 7 year cycles everywhere on this site too! Its the 7 year cycles of Saturn, I know its to blame..
