Well, I was looking forward to the afternoon to myself and thought about going to a movie. Then as I was about to go out the door H displayed some disgust towards me for something stupid. I took it way too personally and let it ruin my day. I basically just went window shopping as I let myself get depressed and wasn't into enjoying myself. Obviously I am no where near detached. I did buy a new pair of sunglasses for this beautiful Cleveland weather.
It's tough to let their nonsense roll off your back - At least you got out of the house and got away for a while. Did you have something planned today that you didn't do, or was it just free time to fill up with something?
Originally Posted By: lizzy
As for the concert. I might go ahead and buy the tickets. H is probably too clueless to get the implication that I want to go w/ him. H saw the one artist a year and a half ago and took a friend that annoys him. If I bought him two tickets he would probably want to take the CFB at this point. I have absolutely no clue where I stand. We are off to church as a "family" now. What a joke. Then I think H plans to take the Ds to dinner. Maybe I can salvage my evening.
You sound frustrated - Maybe you're getting a little burned out on playing family with H? Seems to me like the 'half and half' separation is probably more stressful for you than pretty much any other situation.
I'd probably buy the tickets and just tell H that you're going with him - He'd have to be an idiot to refuse, although I'm sure that isn't too far from your mind. Your H is so unpredictable - I can understand why you would feel uncomfortable and not know where you fit into it all.
I was thinking about going to a movie, but then my mood was too down for that. I had no real plans just time to myself that I was looking forward to. I'll try again today.
I am getting tired of the half and half. That must be really good cake my H is eating because he has eaten a lot.
H does have a business trip the end of the week and will be gone for almost a week. I think that will be a good break for all of us. Hopefully he will be able to do some thinking while he is gone.
