Well I've had a lovely birthday and its not over yet. Feel very loved by family and friends, but not so much by H!
H did send me a text message to wish me a happy and fun birthday.
My initial reaction was, anger, and stuff him! I thought him and his text message to be rather pathetic. I almost didn't respond at all....... but thought I should at least acknowledge it because if he was just an old friend then that is what I would do. So I sent back "thanks!". And I'm still angry and I think I deserve a million times better than the way he has treated me, and today I would just like to meet someone new and start afresh.
I don't want any contact with him for a long time, unless he is making a serious effort (which is highly unlikely), so I cant see this ever working out.
The way I see it is if I was moving on and getting over him, I would be doing exactly the same thing as I am doing by DB. So what's the difference. If he hasn't dealt with this MLC crap I just dont think I want to wait around.....
Sorry this sounds so negative... if someone can say something encouraging I would appreciate it.
