Sleeping Dogs

[missmyfriend]

This is not false humility but I feel like I am so lacking in many areas especially with how I treated my W through our marriage. I did not physically abuse her but I could have made her feel safe. She was very much loved but I let things bother me too much and she did not have to hear me distressed or angry.

She used to know me as someone who was slow to anger. I don't know what happened. I guess I was always fearful of letting her and our family down. My father failed at being a good husband and father so I was especially hard on myself.

Grace, I pray I will have another chance to treat my W with the love and respect she deserves.

And thank you for being my friend.