18 months, but who's counting?

[peacetoday]

SH
they say to pave a safe path home. you have
maybe the first step is turning off the chatter in our minds
do we need closure or detatchment first
sometimes I feel if i run to closure I am done in this fire
and
I wonder am I really done or do I need more baking to let go
we cant force it our process
a good friend says when you are done you will know there will be no questions left
we can let go without D
we can always file later
you can set boundries
get on with your life really get on with in
while you watch from a more distant place
and practice
going within
changing every thought that involves H into a positive thought about your new life
practice..that is my pma..its for me..I am master of this ship with God
That is my goal

My H is alot like yours
he is very secretive
still not telling my brother who he works with or anyone in his office he is Seperated
i dont think his mom/sisters know
he seems delutional to me and refuses to talk about D or anything
he is in his own world another planet and I am not allowed there
its for him to work it out
my jouney is here
you have come this far..it is for you now..not H
take your time
peace