I found your thread b/c Kalni posted on it and she's been posting on mine. When I saw how many wonderful things have been happening in your situation I went back to the beginning and read through all your story. Did you know that you have a heart of gold?
It was amazing to see how you have been taking care of yourself and Db'ing so well. WOW!! I am so inspired by you. You make me hopeful too! It is really uplifting to see all the positive things you've done for yourself in your life and how that has opened up space for new things in your R! I am very eager to see what happens next.
I loved reading your story all in one night and being able to see how you went from being in a very hard place when you first started posting to a place where your W is telling you that she loves you and initiating all of these hang-outs with you....!!