I have noticed something since Christmas, which was the deadline my H set up for himself to leave.He goes to work all day, goes to his Brother's to work on his boat alone,then comes home ,watches a little t.v. in his room,with the door closed of course, and goes to bed.
At least that,s where he tells me where he is going.
During the holidays he layed in bed and watched t.v. for the most part.
The only time he is here is after his work and he leaves before I come hiome from work.
I haven't talked about R or for that matternothing in depth for quite a while.
I wonder if he is avoiding me or if his lawyer talked to him this week. (see above post 01/10/08 at 3:33) I was expecting his lawyer to send him a letter??????
Not going to ask.
Also I went to the mall to pick up some hot looking clothes today, (basically clothes that fit me ) and met some people that I know. (I have been running into this quite a bit lately)
They ask me how things are going and are quite surprised when I say he is still in the house.
They tell me they don't know how I can handle it.
My answer: " I will know when I have had enough," "I will know when it's time to call it quits" and "I will know when I can honestly say to myself I've done all that I can do"
They look at me and say yea you're right. You will know what's best for your family.
E Standing Tall!!!!!( at least in front of other people, sometimes not so strong here)
I swear, I never knew this person that existed way deep down inside me. I didn't know she was there. I didn't think I had the gumption to go on.
Another day......
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"Sometimes in the winds of change, we find our true direction"
) and met some people that I know. (I have been running into this quite a bit lately)
