you are much sronger that a lot of us here. I actually do tell mine "I know, I want him home too" . But then again, in my situation it is clear to them from the beginning that he wanted to leave. He even told them so. My kids are older though and I can discuss with them. Your D is still a baby.
My kids are off with their dad today. And I am having a good time on my own. But when we talk on the phone and I can hear them laughing, enjoying being around their dad and then they come to the phone and tell me "mommy I love you", I get really mad at him for breaking up our family. As I told him once " this is the most stupid, cruel, paranoid situation I am going to face in my life, it's just doesn't make sense".
