Ongoing affair, D papers filed, advice wanted

[runningoutoftime]

I am feeling weak, yes.
I have lost my wife, I'm out of my house, I see my kids once or twice a week. I am in a position of weakness. I feel beaten, beat up.

I've been there so I do know where you are coming from... but gosh, climb out of that hole!!! You are alive, you are not dying of some fatal disease (or at least you haven't mentioned you are)... and life is an ADVENTURE. Climb out of that hole and take a look around!!!