Nice to see ya man. Glad to hear your order for the kids is still in place. That is a good sign.
I'm sure it was about a guy. I'm sure she was dumb enough to take him to the family party and he probably found out she is still married, and decided he wanted no part of that. Just a guess, and that is all it ever is. I'm not going to dwell on it, or rely or respond to my guesses though. I've learned that lesson. I have no control over what she does and can only control myself and be there for my S.
It hurts to see him like that. Asking me if I'm his daddy and if I love him. He's almost three and becoming very observant. I can defiently see that the stress of all of this is having its effect on him and that sucks. I just held him and told him I loved him and would always be his daddy. He calmed down and fell asleep in my arms.
Every time he spends a day here he doesn't want to go back to her place. He holds on to me and fights it every time. My only solace on this is that I know as he gets older he will look for stability and a home were other people don't constantly come and go out of his life. I'll provide that for him, and I'm sure he will just spend more and more time here.
