H is having another breakdown tonight, txting me back and forth, we had a rule of not talking R during his job, he must really be feeling crushed right now. I'm txtng him, but I'm not talking him into doing anything, no more of that. He is feeling totally hopeless, still doesn't want to think about anything and wants to run away from it all, says he could never own up to ow because she is nuts (havent' I heard that one before?). I'm hearing him out but not taking his burden upon myself.
I have come to the realization that I can't trust half of what he said to me that day I found out about the phone. Even then, I actually do believe what he's told me tonight, she's mad he found her whore job and in an unrelated fit H thought she was going to kill them both as she was driving and went off, that she now knows he knows what she is all about... it really sounds like she's lost her damsel in distress disguise.
He had try that day to tell me 2x he wants time by himself and I wasn't ready to hear that, I think I am now.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
