As I prepare to retire for the night I have to mentally ready myself for an encounter w/ WAW tomorrow during which we will probably be working alongside each other to sort through and clear out the contents of a storage locker. I am looking forward to the chance to be around her and have some friendly interaction with her. Those feelings that I can confidently know that I will be happy around her are new one for me. I think a significant chunk of anger has fallen off of me and it feels really good to know that I am not worried that I will screw up and get angry around her.
I hope that I posess the same outlook tomorrow as I do right now.
Due to things beings so incredibly horrible in her life right now and terribly unstable, this get together may not even take place. That would not be a shocker.
I just feel right now like nothing can bother me or upset me too much. Damn I hope I am able to carry this into tomorrow and this just might work out really well.
I bought several books today. Among them 1. 'The Five Love Languages'
2. 'Everyday Blessings: The Inner Work of Mindful Parenting' (I took a real liking to this after browsing it)
3. 'They moved my bowl' (Dog cartoons which were too funny to pass up)
These will provide me with some enjoyable distractions should I need them during next weeks vacation.
Everybody have a terrific night and a peaceful weekend. May God's hand touch you and impart courage, wisdom and understanding to your lives and to those around you.
Well, I have a measly :30 min of work to finish up this AM b4 vacation begins. But due to delays this AM probably won't get through til 9:30-10.
At least my PMA is still in place. I hope all is ok w/ W. If all goes as planned I guess I will find out this afternoon when I am expecting to see her.
