Hey thank you for the reply. I'm so lost here that it is nice to hear a supportive voice.
So if I'm reading this right, my slip up tonight is NOT a deal-buster, but part of the long road I have ahead, correct?
Now, should I just go back to the original principles and continue on the 180 path while trying to work on my own life?
I need to be sure I don't compromise my daughter in all this, so I'm guessing your advice would be as follows: 1) do my best to NOT discuss my feelings with my wife 2) always appear happy, even when I'm not 3) spend time working on me and simply enjoying the wonderful 4 1/2 year old I have in my life 4) Be very, very patient
Thanks again for replying. It is nice to know there is somewhere I can go and get some help and support.