Thanks for stopping by Beth - I need encouragement from the DB Queen!
It took me till Thursday to calm down after being disappointed on the weekend that things aren't moving faster with H. Honestly to all those people who are living with their spouses and detaching I have no idea how you do it. Dont be too scared of separating, its actually so nice to get away from the drama!!
I'm hoping this weekend will not be a repeat, or if it is I will be able to handle my emotions better. Tomorrow is my birthday (29) Happy Birthday to me! Will H contact me or not? I'm expecting not, and almost hoping not because of the reasons above.
I have a nice weekend planned, and Monday is a public holiday, so I'm hoping that I will feel in control of this weekend and not miss H tooooo much.
My mother-in-law and sister-in-law have sent birthday cards which is nice. I'd love to know what they think our chances are of reconciling. They give the impression that they are 100% behind me, and also don't recognize my H (he really has changed), but of course its not appropriate to be talking about that with them, because they need to support him.
