I'm not all together sure why things are going so well...sure don't want to overanalyze...maybe it's partly because I've been stating how I feel about this or that and then just letting it go instead of my usual responding to each of h's twitches when what I've said doesn't completely agree with him???? Yeah, that might have something to do with it
He is rightly very proud of a sound system he rigged up in our house that lets us listen to internet radio. Sat night, after spending quality time with friends, we listened to a show we listened to while courting and they played a special song. Not only did we have a very loving evening but the next day he wrote the host of the show a letter of appreciation and talked about us. These are the healing moments that really can make all the rotten stuff go away. Sometimes in my way, way, overanalizing mind, I don't always trust what my h says to me because I know how much he loves peace and I think he is just trying to placate me but when he says something to someone else, I realize that he didn't have to do that to win peace at home and that maybe the guy really does love me, fat, tears, overactive mind and all. I definitely love him (and he ain't perfect either). So this something to be sure and remember, calmly, for a more challenging day and to cherish always.
